sometimes i feel as if i'll just walk outside and this city will swallow me whole. the fear this city projects will stab me in the heart one more time and i'll be gone. this city is a street with a NO EXIT sign hidden behind an oversized truck. must've closed my eyes while walking by that. these streets are pulling at my feet. where is there to go? street lights and sirens create a disasterous party scene. teenage girls are date raped by this beautiful city. and you say i'll miss my home. heh. what's there to miss?